And now.. a short break
Nov. 21st, 2005 07:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
joegodaI took a day off today. Not for any particular reason, but I had been feeling kinda crappy for about 3 days. Somehow I knew that today would be a bit worse than normal. Course I was wrong. I felt the normal sort of crappy that comes bout this time of year.. sinuses, scratchy throat.. that sort of thing.
So I took this break from writing too. I don't know if I'll go back and start typing before the end of the evening or not.
And I decided to take a break from smoking as well. LadyH, and Esme777 are trying hard, and after having read what The Bruce said last week on one of their pages sorta got me thinking.. so I decided to quit.
So Here I am, engaged in the most curious argument with myself. I can see where some psychosis can be directly link with lying to yourself. All I can say is 'Damn, I'm good!'. Course at this stage, any mention of walking down to the store is highly suspect, because I just have this idea that no matter what I'll talk myself into buying a pack of those incredibly expensive things.
I know that I'm going to catalogue this experience and use it somewhere in some story about addiction, cuz it's about to reach that stage of being humorus.
For those of you that have actually gone through this, my cap is off to you. To those of you who are going through it right now, you ain't alone.
It does give me a heck of lot good dialog!
So I took this break from writing too. I don't know if I'll go back and start typing before the end of the evening or not.
And I decided to take a break from smoking as well. LadyH, and Esme777 are trying hard, and after having read what The Bruce said last week on one of their pages sorta got me thinking.. so I decided to quit.
So Here I am, engaged in the most curious argument with myself. I can see where some psychosis can be directly link with lying to yourself. All I can say is 'Damn, I'm good!'. Course at this stage, any mention of walking down to the store is highly suspect, because I just have this idea that no matter what I'll talk myself into buying a pack of those incredibly expensive things.
I know that I'm going to catalogue this experience and use it somewhere in some story about addiction, cuz it's about to reach that stage of being humorus.
For those of you that have actually gone through this, my cap is off to you. To those of you who are going through it right now, you ain't alone.
It does give me a heck of lot good dialog!
