I was dead, but I'm much better..

[joegoda]

I found my heart again tonight. It came floating in on the mist of the evening, quiet as kitty paws, and settled against and snuggled my soul. Once again I am whole for a bit, for a moment. I have no illusion that it is a permanent situation, but for now I am comforted that, in all the world, I do exist in a blanket of love and comfort. It is amazing how sometimes the world enters throught secret windows and lets you know that you do exist. I am soo lucky and blessed.

Comments

[perkypeppycute.livejournal.com]

yay1 I am so happy for you!!

[joegoda.livejournal.com]

Be careful. Don't mis-step. Make sure what you read is what I wrote

[perkypeppycute.livejournal.com]

i know what you wrote, and i know what I *see*. Happiness doesn't always come in the form that you expect it, my dear. You are truly blessed and for that, and for the friends you have, close in whatever manner they be, you should be truly happy.

We love you dearly, and trust me, i know what I see.

[joegoda.livejournal.com]

Yay! Sorry.. moment of moronity. yes, I am blessed. I didn't want the post to reflect on any one person. My heart came back to me all on it's own, with a little help from my friends.. It wanderered away, got lost in the woods. It saw a lighthouse with a beacon beaming and followed the light back to it's source. When it reconnected, I learned some truths, discovered some lies and am back where I belong! You are a dear, and much loved and honored. I, of course, live in constant amazement of the folks that the Universe gives me to protect me from myself.

Yes, you and the other LJers that I've met have found a special room in the mansion of my soul.