Your chapter is unsettling, but I can (and do) accept that it is just that - another chapter in the lives of B&G. The distressing news is about an illness and some ramifications about it that may affect events and activities yet to take place.
Add that to my sense of uncertainty with my world right at this moment in time (because of my own situation), and you have a recipe for disconnection, if not disaster. Mostly of my own making, and therefore, all of my own resolution, for the most part.
In some respects, I probably needed this, as the slap upside the head to get me moving in a new direction, and quickly. I just wish that it would not tag my friends and Family, as well - the last thing I ever want to do is bring someone else down because I could not handle my own life situations in a more purposeful manner.
Time to work on change, in as positive a way as I can do it.
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Date: 2009-06-05 01:04 pm (UTC)Add that to my sense of uncertainty with my world right at this moment in time (because of my own situation), and you have a recipe for disconnection, if not disaster. Mostly of my own making, and therefore, all of my own resolution, for the most part.
In some respects, I probably needed this, as the slap upside the head to get me moving in a new direction, and quickly. I just wish that it would not tag my friends and Family, as well - the last thing I ever want to do is bring someone else down because I could not handle my own life situations in a more purposeful manner.
Time to work on change, in as positive a way as I can do it.