Do you know, dear Journiey, that one of the people i most admire suffers from the dreaded bi-polar manic thing? And she struggles with it *successfully* without the aid of meds?

She is one very strong lady, and she does not even see it.

YOUR battle is much the same. And i can only admire that grit. Fighting your own chemistry every hour.... never giving in. Never calling it quits. Woman, that's *courage*.