You're right about that; indifferent isn't a part of my nature. I don't do indifferent; I either love or I don't. I can mildly dislike and still hide it under public pleasantry but those who know me well, know that it's acting. That's as close as I come to indifference. There are those who simply don't track on my radar, if you call that indifference. I prefer to love, actually.

But you CAN choose to love; I'll tell you that story sometime which is how I ended up back with Richard for another 4 years. Not a mistake at all; we just hadn't learned all that we needed to learn from one another.

And yes, I slept well....