Feb. 2nd, 2005

Hermit mode

Feb. 2nd, 2005 11:43 am
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Right now, I'm sort of just existing. I did something last week that probably should have been done a while before that. However, the emotional concepts I'm dealing with right now have created a sort of writer's block. I'm starting to come out of it, and those I've chatted with are probably wonder what I'm talking about, since I have never really had a problem finding words.

It was suggested to me to talk about what I'm feeling, sort of a catharsis, and I very well might tonight. I'm writing at work, and somehow I just don't think my customers want to deal with my emotial leakage.

There will more than likely be a lot of rambling stuff, stuff about this last year, stuff about room mates, stuff about friends and spouses, stuff about brothers lost and brothers existing and brothers in limbo.

I suspect I'll start writing when I get home, and I very well may not stop till I'm done. For those of you that know me, feel free to bring pizza, or come over, we'll order out and I'll spring for it this time. For Tim, bring beer of course.

I realize that it's very likely I'll be in may apartment by myself. Folks have things to do, after all. Dammit, though I'm in line for a friggin emotional purging, and since it's too damp to build the bonfire (does that translate to bon fire, meaning good fire?) I'll have to do it in my apartment.

Why tonight? Because I've run into far to many things presented by the universe that tells me it's time. And since I am now alone in my apartment for the first time in quite a while, I'm gonna do it surrounded by friends, regardless of whether you are there or not.

Yep. It's time for me.


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