tonight I was in a state of solitude. Don't quite know what put me there, but there I sat, friends all around and I isolated myself. Not entirely. I had fitz there, which always helps. Maybe it's the weather, or perhaps I spent enough time by myself this weekend that I just didn't want to play with the other kids anymore. I suspect I know the reason, but it's something that I'll have to keep to myself. It relates to the recent past... months, not weeks, and is water I don't want to tread again. "Guess all you want, suppose if you might, If you ask me and get it true, I'll tell you if you're right. " - Rumplestilskin (I was there, I should know)